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.Saturday, May 29, 2010 ♥

I feel hopeless now
And I have no idea why
I need something
And I have no idea wat
This sucks
Wats wrong with me
I feel screwed
Its a quarter after 1
I am all alone and I need you now...
GAH
I FEEL ALL ALONE
):
its over
I dunno
I feel super confused
I am emo
Like wtf is goin on lah
I like Miley's new song
When I look at you (:
Omg I am pissed at myself now
WHY?
Sometimes I say things without thinkin
I dont think I am over YOU
Yea wtf its been more than a fckin year
And tat jus sucks
Its not easy
):
God this is horrid
And I am thinkin of switchin church
Its like
I am so confused right now
Like wtf am I to do?
I hate it when ppl use me to get close to a close fren
Like wtf
Grow some balls
I am tired of ppl asking me abt her
Like
fck you
You wanna know abt her
Talk to her
You fckin douchebag
And while you are at it
Pls do not try to substitute me
Its bad enough I am yr fckin tool
And now you're snatchin her frm me?
Like come on
She hasnt even stated tat she was interested
So just drop dead
Like who da heck are you to say you love her alot
When I had to fckin tell you her birthday
I feel used and stupid
I wanna cry but yea I am sick of tired
Its enough
Today is gonna be the day
I face reality
No matter how painful it is
Guys are assholes
Couple of heartbreakers
I wish I was a boy
There might be a chance for this world to not be tat hopeless if I was a boy
Coz I wouldnt tell someone I love them and jus
Leave tat person giving different excuses
Go screw
There isnt much worth loving nowadays
Like gimme something to live for already
Oh Zac Efron on tv ^^
HOT
And yea
I am in love with Vampire Diaries
Damon Salvatore
Is hot sexy dangerous
And heck he is so dreamy
Stefan Salvatore
Is the typical Prince Charming
A total gentleman
Both fighting over Elena Gilbert
(: Awesome
All my old scars are open
And they hurt like crap
I do live in denial
And tat scares me
God I totally need a counsellor
In my heart its broken
I should take caution when it comes to love
I love way to easily
Tell him I was happy
WAS
Thx alot for breakin my heart
Its not like you give much of a shit anyway
You are in yr top JC
Happy
With other girls
FYI
You fckin disgust me
How you act like everything is ok
Fck you
Heartless bastard
You are a fckin player
You just dun act the way they do
You are wayy smarter
You flirt tactfully
I was stupid
And I hate myself for loving you
(: I hope you are gonna be happy for the rest of yr life
Breakin other girls' hearts
Just like you broke mine
It hurt
I realli hope something like tat
Would happen to you
Losing the person you thought was gonna be the one for you
All we had is gone now
(:
Impossible.
I feel retarded
And You are fckin wrong abt me changin
I guess you didnt know me well enough to know
Tat my child-like acts were a fckin act to cover up
The hurt you have caused me
I wanted to be a child again
To escape frm tat horrible pain
Haha
You will never know
You think I am childish now
Like come on
Have you even seen yr fb videos?
Those are wat ppl refer as childish
Go screw yrself
I am gonna love myself more now
Coz you and I are impossible
and I finally can accept tat

Love, @ 1:06 AM
Defeated Love Fairy♥

Samantha Ng
She was broken on 27042009♥
Super enthu
Super insane
Super happy
Only bad point...
ALWAYS DEFEATED IN LOVE!!
Born on 10March1995
Dun mind you giving presents to her^^
SHE LOVES YOU ♥♥♥
Dun hate her =[
Easy going girl who really wanna meet more friends
who love FAHRENHEIT!
Papa in Xinmin:
ROyson..
Mamas:
Mingting
Vivian
Grandpa:
Sammuel
Big bros:
GAmaliel
Gaston
Baker
Nicholas
Tengyong
Kenny
Jay
Mark
JunYong
Kenn
Big sis:
Wendy{SO Wendy♥}
Yvette{Y-farto♥}
Ester{Rocker♥}
Abigail{SISTER♥}
Eve{Itoe♥}
Vivien{XiaoMonster♥}
Stephanie!!{Rising superstar♥}
Joeleen;Xiao Ting{Chiobu♥}
Mei:
Jasmine
Laopo:
JANNEL
Twinneh:
Ting
Besties:
Ber
Aimie
Huiwen
Joey
Ruilin
Jolina
Jeslyn
Kelline
JiangHui
Zhiping
Chris
Matt
Mel
Malvick
Friendster.
Add me in msn
www.coolblue_sammy_cutie
@hotmail.com
Lols pls add www.
Wat do you expect?
I am INSANE
But I still love you♥
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Connections♥

person loving me

HuiWen.
Joey.
XiaoTing.
Jannel.
Casmine.
Jiang Hui.
2o6'o9.
Mathhew.
Lei Yuen.
Valerie.
Tessa.
Crystal o1'o8.
Cheryl.
Nicholas.
Colin.
Yang Hui.
Shaun 1o2'o8.
Regina.
Annette.
Aimie.
Kittyn.
Hui Han.
Justina.
TK.
Rebecca.
Jasmine 1o9'o8.
Joel.
Kenny.
Celine.
6r8'o7.
Wen Xian.
Jeslyn.
Pisan.
Crystal 1o6'o8.
Yvette.
Haorong.
HalconBMX.
Chen Yi Yuan.
XinWei.
Jean.
Jun Heng.
Kuan Hwee.
Evengelyn.
Sammuel.
Nicholas.
Caroline.
Shaa.
Yong Sheng.
Joan.
YikMing.
Cleon.
Chloe.
Cassandra.
Jonathan.
Boon Hao.
Eve.
Fren?.
Brian^^.
HuiXin.
Melissa.
Ying Ying.
Aishah.
Theng Leng.
Daniel.
Jean.
Joseph.
Parmy:D.
BeiWen.
Malvick.
Stephanie.
RuiPing.
Serene.
Nicole.
Wendy.
Elizabeth.
UNIQUE:D.
TengYong.
Timothy.
Joeleen.
WeiLing.
Ian.
Rachel.
Seline;SweeHuang.
YuenLing.
Jasmine.
Evelyn.
IsaBAO.
CharMAO.


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